Staying home from church

Eldon went to church alone again today. It's so strange not to be able to attend with him. The doctor doesn't want Chiara to go to church at least until June when RSV season is over ... So we stay home. When I feel better (like, when I can sit for longer than 20 minutes without being miserable) I'll go and Eldon will stay home with her. But for nowthis apartment is my world. It's getting lonlier for me.