Eldon went to pick up my final project for the cowboy class I took last semester. I wrote all about my pain from years of Esplin family drama and coming to see things differently after reading all those cowboy books. I don't know what to do with it. But I'm going to send Grandma and Grandpa some pictures of Chiara. I need to let go of my anger. So I will. It's a waste of time to avoid doing the right thing ... Better to just square your shoulders and get it over with. :) Maybe I'll like it ...
After writing the above I went to check on Chiara. It's 8:30pm and the only sounds in our apartment are the drying cycle of the dishwasher and her cute little sleepy noises. When I looked down at my baby lying so peacefully in her crib I was absolutely overwhelmed with love for her. I love being a mommy. My goodness ...
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